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Tweak says, "Them's good eatin'!"

Gwen Maguire (gwendy_lightful) wrote,
@ 2009-05-15 14:48:00

Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	Breathe \|\| Taylor Swift

Breathe.
So, I've been kind of feeling a bit... funky lately. And not the disco get-down-and-boogie kind. But since walking across that stage last night and getting my diploma in hand from Principal Moser, I've felt... I don't know. Weird, you know? This guy I've been sorta seeing, Erick? He got accepted at an east coast school, even though he applied to UW like me. I thought it would be kinda cool to already have a boyfriend when I started college and stuff. Like, maybe it would make me feel a bit more comfortable, a little less lost. Don't get me wrong, I'm still SUPER excited about college, but. Well. I don't know.

So, Erick and I decided that neither one of us wants to be in a long-distance relationship thing, because that's just hard on everyone to do. Going from being in four out of six of the same classes and seeing each other every day and all through lunch to going... months... between seeing each other and kissing each other? Psh. I don't know. I don't think it was really that serious of a thing anyway. At least, I don't think he thought it was.

I'm feeling a little displaced, a little sad because a lot of my friends are going places and doing cool things. We're all going to different schools, essentially. Stacy and Hayley will be at UW with me, of course, but they're rooming together and I will have some random person. Who knows what that'll be like.

What's running through my head right now?

Everything.

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	putemup 2009-05-15 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	Congratulations about being a grad. It's one of those bittersweet days all around, really. But hey, I'll be seeing you at UW too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	gwendy_lightful 2009-05-16 01:17 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. I'm still kind of taking it all in -- didn't think I'd feel quite so overwhelmed! I'll see you around? But I thought you graduated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	putemup 2009-05-16 01:23 am UTC (link)
	That's normal. I'm sure you'll enjoy this next part of your life. :) Well, that doesn't mean I won't be visiting! Besides, Spring semester I'll hopefully be in the grad program. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gwendy_lightful 2009-05-16 01:38 am UTC (link)
	I am excited about starting college. I mean, it's all I've been able to talk about for months now. I don't think I really thought about the stuff I'd have to give up to do it, you know? You know, I really think I'd like it if you visited. And hey! That sounds promising! I told you to get in on that grad school thing! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	putemup 2009-05-16 01:43 am UTC (link)
	Luckily, it's not too hard to keep in touch nowadays. Awww, really? Well, I mentioned it to my mom after you said it and she also thinks it's a good idea! (Reply to this) (Parent)